I've been dreaming about Nick Carter since I was 12 and now that I'm almost 26 he's still there, deep in my heart. Him and the Backstreet Boys were there for me with their music in the best and worst moments of my life, the bond is unbreakable and even if sometimes I'd just kill them (for million reasons I'm sure you agree with), they're one of the most important and everlasting elements of my existence. I think the ones who can't understand it could call it addiction, but you know there's so much more!